For you

If time could stand still, I'd freeze it here,

So you'd always hold me, close and near.

In your arms, where I'm meant to be,

Filled with all the perfect love you've given me.

“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,

Love like you'll never be hurt,

Sing like there's nobody listening,

And live like it's heaven on earth.”

- William W. Purkey

"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning."

Stephen Chbosky. The Perks of being a Wallflower, p. 94.

So, this is my life.

And I want you to know

that I am both happy and sad

and I'm still trying to figure out

how that could be.

Disney

I just got the urge to make a post today. Not an urge to make a post about something special just the urge to make a post. So I figured I could post cool pics I've come across. Here they come!

Pochahontas

Cinderella

101 dalmatians

New apartment

We have moved in completely now, and the past weekend we spent cleaning the house. The last inhabitants didn't care much for cleaning it seems. I'm a little curious how they managed to get something sticky all over one of the doors. The apartment was a terrible mess.

I have been thinking about the cons and pros about the new apartment. I was reluctant to move away
The view from the new place is way better than the view from my old place. There my windows were facing the backyard of a shopping center and its parking. Now we see a park and a market place and some old houses on the opposite side of it. The old place also had a balcony.

The new apartment is older than the last one. Or maybe it isn't, but then at least it's worse taken care of. It felt really bad replacing the fresh new place with the old shabby one.

And the mess! I was terrified when we came to the apartment for the first time after we had gotten the keys. I had little hope for the place to ever become anything I could call a a cozy home. But it turned out much better than I feared.

Our new apartment is also a few blocks further away from everything. Plus it's uphill to get there. That will irritate me a lot in the future. Uphill with the wind in my face...

The main reason why we moved was of course because we wanted to spend more time together. As it's now, we are together 24/7. I'm not even kidding. We practically lived together the last two months before we moved together. Sleepovers every night. People might say that it's not wise to do such big decisions with such a new relationship. Maybe not. But the way I see it we would have been "living together" anyway.

I don't care much of what others may think. I'm happy like this right now, come what may. Nobody knows what the future brings anyway.

There is no way magic isn't involved