I watched Project Runway last week.

For some reason I feel like I'm in a similar situation as the designers in Project Runway.

The most important thing seems to be having a style and staying true to it. I'm not sure yet what my style should be. I have different ideas but I don't know if they will work out for me in the long run.

In the beginning of the task I had a plan. It was all clear in my head. But the project was way too big to complete within the given time. So I had to make adjustments and now it seems the dress just doesn't fit properly. 

But I don't sew clothes. I'm talking about my life, and my studies are the dress that doesn't fit. It's really frustrating. 

I should stop using metaphors... This is just crazy.